Well, let's see, school's ok, getting good grades, so that's cool.
Um, you ever been looking foward to something? Then, whatever you were looking foward to finally
happens, and you regret it's over? You wonder if you could have made it last longer or maybe better? That's one
of the worst feelings. STUPID TEMPTATION.
Moving on, everything's been okay so far. Every now and then I have these really bad stark
realizations though, and it kinda pisses me off. I'll be in a perfectly good mood, and then, everything goes to hell
with this stupid piece of crap realization. I blame myself for thinking so much, but still....stupid brain.
The game on Friday is against the Huskies of Chapin, and they're stupid stealing ways. Let's
see, they steal our uniforms, then our rating, but you know what...OH WELL! The sorriest thing to see is a person feeling
sorry for themselves.
Like I said, some realizations have hit me. You can't always have what you want, and sometimes,
the things you want, are simply unattainable, and that's just something you'll have to deal with. Maybe, sometimes,
goals of yours are within reach, but, because you make one simple mistake, or don't make a simple move, the goal moves further
away, and someone else accomplishes your goal. The last one, is the one that hit the most, and still touches me every
day. You shouldn't be sad because things didn't work out, but be happy that it happened at all. Without some of these,
I'd be on this imaginary cloud or security net, and then when they were burst or torn, I'd fall down to reality straight on
my ass, which would probably hurt more. Damn...
Mood: Sad
Music: Fountain of Wayne-Stacy's Mom
