School's good, its alright, no, in fact, it sucks, it seems like a waste of time every single day.
Ironic though, because if I do want to become a doctor, I've got A HELL OF A LOT OF more school left.
The counter hit 200 a nd surpassed it so that rocks, a sad little triumph in this somber life I lead.
YAY!!
Okay, so, life has cycles in it, in fact, life itself is a cycle that starts at birth, and ends at
death. It's throught these cycles that a person's character and definiotion are defined. Life is not defined by problems
or circumstances, it is defined by how you react to them. I forgot that during the summer when I had my alledged worry
free days.
Everyone worries about what other people think of them at one time or another. Now I'm not
saying this is bad, in fact, it provides for good healthy competition. What I am saying is that this superficial
society we live in causes some to go too far sometimes. There are individuals that need to have attention on them twenty
four seven. But it's okay, like someone told me once, "I need people to wash my windows and flip my burgers."
Sadness seems to strike at the most inoppurtine moments in life. Seems like it distributes
itself unevenly in life. When this year started, I WAS GREAT, which may or may not have been a good thing. Aside
from that, when the slightest bit of grief hit in early September, I knew this semester was going to have a lowpoint.
And, as I've learned in economics, you can't measure a recession (lowpoint) while you're in it. So, in other words,
I don't, or can't know if things will get better or worse.
Mood: Sad and sick
Music: Saliva-Rest in Pieces