Wow, its been so long since I've updated this website. Sorry, I've just been wound up in my somber
life, and haven't taken time to sit down and jot down what I have to say.
Well, my trip to Austin was AWESOME! I did not want to come back at all, it may have started off
a little akward and what not, but it ended with me not wanting to come back, as I already said. Eh, I guess all things, especially
GOOD, GREAT things must come to an end. But a friend once told me that I should be happy that it happened, and not sad that
its over. It's hard though, to try and forget so much, when I know how much it may hurt and what not.
School's been alright I guess. Eh, you know, I think I'm going to continue venting instead of trying
to bs around the issue.
I think I'm going to move on, well, sort of. I'm going to move on, but I'm going to try and go backwards,
if that makes any sense. I think the past held a lot better days for me, and I'd like to revisit those feelings again. I don't
care, I might get hurt, but at the point where I've tried a lot, I don't seem to care anymore. I know its a risk, but I feel
too many times that I cared I didn't say anything, and my chance came and left. So yeah, let's see if this works out for the
best, and that it doesn't backfire on me.
Just know, I am really kinda estactic about things at times, but then I can get down so easily...
Mood: Depressed
Music: Maroon 5-This Love
