Damn it, stupid songs, I thought I was done with all this!
Oh well, let's see, we did good on Friday, we showed up EPHS, on their own field, so, that's good.
But other than that, shits been happening.
Damn storm hit after all, right on Friday morning, I thought everything was good then BOOM!
Tell me if this makes sense, I went from having no date to homecoming, to having one, to having two, back to having one, and
now, I don't have one. It's not like I got greedy, but I had my reasons for deciding to ask someone else.
Yet, after the second girl said yeah, she decided she felt guilty, and there's no way in hell I'm
gonna ask the first girl again. I have more dignity than that, and I don't want to insult her like that either.
But, I actually wanted to go strangely enough, and now I'm not.
I seem to be in this downward spiral of feelings, and it really sucks because I thought I was through
with this...obviously not! I don't know, maybe it's for the best, maybe there really is reason behind everything we
do, or everything that happens to us, but until I find out if that's true, this really sucks. But I'm trying to not
let it affect my friends...I hope it works...
Mood: Sad
Music: Stone Sour-Bother
