As I sit here writing of how things used to be,

I begin to wonder if you really cared about me.

You said you did, but then of course youve lied,

You lied to me, and then you had the nerve to cry.

I hope this hits you just as hard is it hit me,

As I sit here writing of how things used to be.

 

(Chorus)   

You never showed me anything,

Simply went off your word.

So now I fly away from here,

Just like an un-caged bird.

I hope youre happy where you are,

Cause I sure am.

Oh wait a second, I take that back,

I hope you miss what you lack.

 

(Verse 2)

It never crossed my mind howd it affect you.

I stayed up all night wondering whatd you do.

My conscience began to tell me just what Id done.

Its then I realized I had just blacked out my sun.

After that, I yet again got sad and blue.

It never crossed my mind howd it affect you.

 

(Chorus)

You had showed me something

I had just closed my ears.

So now as you walk away,

I sit here shedding tears.

Once more chance is all I ask for

Please stop walking and open the door

And as I scream, I also rant

Knowing what I did, take back I cant.

 

(Verse 3)

Wishful thinking was all this song was,

And sadden me is all this song does.

Please find it in your heart to forgive what I said.

Those were all stupid angry thoughts just running through my head.

I stand here yearning just one last hug,

Wishful thinking was all this song was.

 

(Chorus)

(Im sorry for what I did and said)

(Ill just let things go their course)

It shouldve just been totally open

Instead, now this is so hard to cope with

The past is done, why bring it up

So I sit with this empty, once-full cup

I told myself over and over never again

But now, I cant get you out of my head.

         

Repeat 2x