Well, I'm pressed for time so we'll so how much of my thought and emotion I can type down in a frantic
hurry before I have to go school.
Okay, well, sad to say, its been a long road from last year. I had my moments, so did we, but then,
it all came to a screeching halt this year. It's not that I don't regret it, or miss it, I just wish it wouldn't have happened.
My hopes were raised so high, higher than ever before, and then, BOMB! Its alright, I'm trying to get over her, drowning myself
in my misery always helps.
Maybe moving on is the way to go. Sure, it's easier, and makes the pain go away, but last time I
tried that shit, I got hurt...again. Ironic how you try to move on from something, and then you do get out of it, just to
end up right where you started, hurt, twice as much, and regretting so much.
The only for sure outcome of all this, is my new sax. My precious little Yani is going to be the
thing I value the most. Just forget her, move on, she broke your heart, no light of day. I stay up there, and so does she,
as though shes mocking me. Nothing is going to be ok...
Mood: Sad...
Music: The All American Rejects-The Last Song
